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“Mrs. Scott? It’s John Governor here, from Memorial Care.” It’s the crematorium, I assume ringing back to book a time.
“It’s Miss Summers, actually. But you have reached the right number. I assume you’re calling about Michael. I was his…well, I was his.”
“We are very sorry for your loss, Miss Summers.”
“If it’s all right, we’d like to arrange a time for your – for Michael’s – cremation. I don’t mean to distress you, and am happy to call back at a later time today or tomorrow.”
“No, let‘s do this. It’s ok. It’s not like he has anywhere else pressing to be,” I say, wondering what has freed me to be so crass.
“Yes. Yes, well. Did you know when you were thinking of having the ceremony?”
“No ceremony. Michael was specific about that. Just a simple do.”
“Of course, Miss Summers, absolutely.”
“The sooner the better.” And please stop calling me Miss Summers.
“Right. We can accommodate tomorrow morning? I realize that’s quite early and it may be that you need more time to – “
“Tomorrow morning is fine. What time?”
“Would you like to be here for 10am, and we can proceed?”
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I sigh, thinking of Michael. The fact is that Michael had no one but me. “He’s an orphan,” I reply. “There’s no one but me.” I will carry the burden of being an everything.
“Of course, Miss Summers. Please do call if there’s anything we can do. We – ”
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